i feel so ashamed..so unloyal.. so..

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sorry, xanga. the crowd has moved on..and theyve dragged me along with them..i guess now you know how asianavenue feels.. lol..

i still love you, though!!

i want a man, not a boy who thinks he can.

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i was gettin some.. gettin, gettin some..

i was givin some.. givin, givin some..

                       people tell me things, things i dont believe.. things that are impossible for me accept.

                                      i look into the mirror to search for it and try to understand. but i cant.

                         you tell me its enough, that im fine the way i am, that ive done so much already,..

                                                           what do you know?

                             everything, it seems.. except how i feel about myself.

                just let me worry about me.

 i know ive done alot, and im proud..but let me keep on going..

                    ill tell you when its enough for me. ill tell you when i feel fine the way i am.

                                      no matter what you tell me, its the voice in my head that im going to believe.

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i dont want you, but i want you to want me.

i know, i know. i thought i died, too.

my baby and i like to chill.

xoxo

im not a player; i just ____ a lot.

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i dont think ive ever posted pictures of my brother. ever. so this goes out to him :)

his stances

imitating the mural of saekson

sparring!

1st half of class--jiu-jitsu

2nd half--muay thai

hes got a good knee

hes got really good form and a lot of power in his kicks

im so proud of him

=]

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